Expectations kills

 

A little caterpillar that just move slowly on the ground and live by eating leaf.

Which will soon be a butterfly one day. Slowly move carrying and dragging its own body looking at the fully grown butterfly wondering when it's time will come. While imagining how life would be like how different it must be.

Waiting for everyday to finally grow out to be a butterfly how life would be so much easier just flying in the sky looking earth from above. But now just looking from below everything seemed so much harder.

Wondering what would it be able to do and to how much length it's fun would be. Spending all its time imagining to being something else that it is not. Just eating leaf and moving around in hope of flying some day.

But oh how the world is also not so much better from above. To see all the hurt that have happen and can do nothing to other just trying to harm and take advantage of it.And many other which make it hard to survive.

Warned by older other people but still imagine how beautiful the world would be so different. Other may say so many things and all that but how can one inexperienced know it all. The excitement is just in the soul itself. 

Slowly it did grow every different form it face from different shape and size it went through. The hardship it face now understand what oher mean before.

The process of understanding it all are just too harsh. The more it knows and understands the more there is to know and understand. The need to compromise with other creature.

Slowly it have completed its form. How free it felt how wonderful it felt. Fly so long till it exhaust itself. But the experience of seeing and exploring something new is just amazing.

But just how long does it looked beautiful. The more it flew the more it see the expectations it have and all the time it have spent imagining. Have dulled the life it is now.

But it was not supposed to be it claimed but how exactly is it suppose to be?... well no one knows. the the excitement in us to try new things have make such a big expectations in is that it is so much bigger than what we can imagining. 

Which would later eat up and make us do and think what it isn't suppose to be. Being disappointed by others just because of one's own expectations there are just no cure. 

With a little less expectations and more of hope we can have a better smile.