What if

 What if it does not.

We always confront our self that it will be alright and everything will work out no matter what.

 No amount of what if  should stop our self from trying and let get our self down. But there is always a big What IF that we cannot ignore. What if everything we do and all the hard work we put into  something actually turns out to be a fail. Such thought is something that our self conscious always have and its the thought that make us keep going as well as that stopped us.  

Wanting a good result every time is not possible and only left us with a broken heart. Sometimes instead of avoiding and ignore but it is not always the best solution. Gathering all the possibilities of all the result and how it might actually turn out and just sit with the thought of winning as well as losing and face it before it totally destroy you.  Become friend with the thought and embrace our failure is a necessary, for they are also a part of you. That need company.

Just sit with the all the thought and let it all sink in and understand it or at leas try to bare with it. Spend all he time necessary with it instead of running away from it. What if I fail, what if I fall, what if I am left behind and all the other what if we can think of. We can always tell our self that what if that don't  happens but how about what if it happens. What if I fail, I tried my best, you tried your best, we always do. Even when it seemed like we did not put much effort and all we always tried and do our own self best cause best for everyone have its own limit.

Sometimes trying our best and get ahead of our self and tried our very best  to catch up with others without them knowing we have used so much energy and chose the hard way to get there. But what if you don't have to do it the hard way and maybe there is always a safer way that is waiting for you to find. The way that you accidentally  unconsciously ignored in the thought of the harder way. A little calmness a little What if I don't win, to what if I learn more from it? 

Let yourself free, feel all the emotions fall and fall so, even leaf fall and die. Yeah so sudden, but we will all die its a fact but we are not dead and still alive and well. When leaf was still in the trees and hanging they might be scared of falling too but when it fall and reach the ground they might actually feel safe and unconcerned and rather calm and slowly become one with the soil.

The life we live are all about accepting we don't need to understand and get it all.

What if we fail.