Glimpse Of MCC

 The Earthiness in mcc. 

Chennai is a verry hot and humid place but inside mcc campus there are lots of plants and animals. And so the heat is more tolerable and bit cooler inside mcc campus there are some who claim it's the same but to me personally the moment we went outside the campus and come inside the campus the heat is definitely different.

The amount of life that is present in mcc is amazing. It's like living in a forest but with better facilities. We don't have to go to zoo to see deer, peacock. Well even sometimes we woke up because of the peacock scream? umm sorry if it's wrong but it sound so much like screaming as a student of hall resident but so much better than waking up from alarm. Umm that's understandable because they are so beautiful.

The squirrel that run around quickly, that pop out of the trees unexpected that used to suprise and scars me a lot of time. But they were never dangerous to other they live peacefully in the trees minding their own business. Sometimes I feel like they ming be thinking how noisy we the people of mcc must be. 

Still the noisier we get the more lively we are. The animals that give life to mcc. Ohh monkey I couldn't forget them. The monkey they look cute and innocent but don't be fooled by them they are only after food. They even stole the choco bar that my friend was eating that she didn't even share it to me yet. And that monkey was fast no way we can ever get it back so we just look at the monkey running off with the choco bar.

But still I hope it share it with its friends tho. Also the birds so many varieties of them. Beautiful colours they have made me want to be a bird so many time. Their chirping sound so melodious and the way they fly are so peaceful. The crows that are everywhere in mcc they are already a part of it more than most of the people here I guess.

Mostly the dogs are the only ones who would get full attendance if we take in some class. And especially this day that is 2024 of August and before there are puppies. Lots of them they are so cute and are being loved by many people. They are the most famous in mcc right now everyone taking pictures with them some bought dog food for them. Saw some even skipped class just to be with them. 

The dogs somehow used to get hurt. Seeing them and not knowing how they got hurt and mostly cannot help them is the worse feelings I have being in mcc. If only there are special vet or doctors or clubs just for protection for the dog. Cause they also have life and I have never herd if the dog agressively act towards humans. They were in need of care they are in need of attention. 

Somehow somewhere maybe they will get better and treatment from the people around them, Let's hope. And if your reading this treat the sog better 🫵🏻. Cause they cannot speak human and mcc is their only home.

With them deer they are lot of them they look so beautiful. The big ones look so magical like the one from snow white movie even the small ones too. They are so calm and huge. they have such a unique figure too. From their to their colours to their behaviour is likeable. They eat leaf and make it look so tasy and it's not even that tasty not that I tried the leaf hehe. 

The way they walk where the small ones are always at the last trying to catch up with them while being distracted by lots of things are so cute. 

There are many animals I wanted to mention more of but I don't know more of what they are called. And so if you want to know them more and you're in mcc. Just look around and see the beaty of it instead of getting distracted by phones and it will also help with your stress cause Nature is the best in calming one self and in mcc we are filled with it.  From trees to flower and from animals to people. 

Place that have so many varieties of life living in it and is still string and will keep on striving. Wishing that it would stay the same and give many more people the safety it gives. And be a place where people learns and grow.

yellow

 

Yellow is the colour of the sun from what we see.

Yellow is the colour is my dress that I wear. Yellow is the colour anunu aka ask me to write. Yellow is a colour of sunflower.

It is the colour that shows our excitement. Yellow is a very underated colour I am not saying others are not good but black, pink, purple and a lot of other colour is nice But yellow is also a verry vibrant colour. Yellow is charismatic.

Maggy is yellow and we all love maggie that calm our hungry body. When we have no appetite maggie is to the rescue. 

The colour of turmeric yellow used by everyone so healthy and is even a part of most   traditional event in tamilnadu. 

The colour yellow which is used during festivals to show the festiveness, fun and joy it brings.

She make home

Every year there are a reminder to us the day we were born. 

Weather we celebrate or not it is a day we all always remember. The day A person just a human being brought another life and sould into this world. No matter how the world would feel about it, the life that was given inspite of having a chance of loosing their own is a choice every mother make.

A new life that give new hope to the world of a mother. A person who is willing to sacrifice anything in the world for the life she have carried. 

Where every thing she do is for the family so that they would not starve giving up on their own to live a life for someone else. Mistreated and mocked is nothing for a mother for her love for her is so big. 

From never letting go or cutting of a family where decision is made is even so the child would live a better life.

Being ignored and mistreated for not being perfect enought even by family member how tired she must be. Even the surrounding are giving her hard work the grass would never stop growing that is needed to be cut every day. House that is needed to be cleaned to food needed to be prepared and getting all the requirements for making it. 

How did she manage it all isn't giving a person's life not enought yet she is never considered enought. Everyone forced to want to work more where all she did is work. When she rest she need to think of the next work she have to do to make the family survive.

Looked by someone are they not ashame to say those harmful word have they not see her hardwork. They themselves see her work make her work and yet called her incompetent and is useless.

She is the foundation in a family that make the family strong and firm. She is the person who never gives up even though she have every right to. She choose the one reason to be strong when there are millions reason to give up. 

Because she did not give up because she have hope in the life she create she have faith. She believe that she would not be disappointed. Never in the heart. 

Her love is different her love is never comparable to any thing that is ever visible or known. She is love she is amazing and She deserves all the award that is ever needed for she teach something she never learn. She do something that no one ever told her to do She give life and She gives hope and she have faith. 

She make a home, Home.

Expectations kills

 

A little caterpillar that just move slowly on the ground and live by eating leaf.

Which will soon be a butterfly one day. Slowly move carrying and dragging its own body looking at the fully grown butterfly wondering when it's time will come. While imagining how life would be like how different it must be.

Waiting for everyday to finally grow out to be a butterfly how life would be so much easier just flying in the sky looking earth from above. But now just looking from below everything seemed so much harder.

Wondering what would it be able to do and to how much length it's fun would be. Spending all its time imagining to being something else that it is not. Just eating leaf and moving around in hope of flying some day.

But oh how the world is also not so much better from above. To see all the hurt that have happen and can do nothing to other just trying to harm and take advantage of it.And many other which make it hard to survive.

Warned by older other people but still imagine how beautiful the world would be so different. Other may say so many things and all that but how can one inexperienced know it all. The excitement is just in the soul itself. 

Slowly it did grow every different form it face from different shape and size it went through. The hardship it face now understand what oher mean before.

The process of understanding it all are just too harsh. The more it knows and understands the more there is to know and understand. The need to compromise with other creature.

Slowly it have completed its form. How free it felt how wonderful it felt. Fly so long till it exhaust itself. But the experience of seeing and exploring something new is just amazing.

But just how long does it looked beautiful. The more it flew the more it see the expectations it have and all the time it have spent imagining. Have dulled the life it is now.

But it was not supposed to be it claimed but how exactly is it suppose to be?... well no one knows. the the excitement in us to try new things have make such a big expectations in is that it is so much bigger than what we can imagining. 

Which would later eat up and make us do and think what it isn't suppose to be. Being disappointed by others just because of one's own expectations there are just no cure. 

With a little less expectations and more of hope we can have a better smile.

It is a rose

 

Red as a rose. 

So beautiful and with a great fragrance admired by everyone. Hard to grow hard to be healthy and be perfect enought to be liked by other.

The wind and sun that gives it the need to grow . The thorn that protect them from anything that would harm it. But that was not enought to ever protect them.

The colour of the petals so red among other colour red how dar and fibrant it is. Stand out among other. But when the soil get to dry and there is no care to the soil it geta dry. The stem would soften up loosing it's strong support for the whole plant.

The beautiful petals of the roses that was red resembles blood, could be. Slowly losses its colour it's beauty and slowly become dull and dark. From the soft healthy juicy petal to a dry lifeless thing that are ready to be crushed.

One by one the pedals falls becoming one with the soil then join all other parts of it. Once a beautiful flower now become a Bart of the earth that no one even notice. 

The amount of care it needed was never met and the praises it gets for being so magnificent was not enought to make it live.

How can it when it needed was water.

Tangled

A line of yarn what colour would we use or what is your favorite colour?.... ever wondered what your favorite colour is well I do to actually a lot of time I could say  and yet  I still can't figure out what mine could be..... but how can you choose..There are so many stunning that exist.

Well getting back to yarn it's just a thread a line of coloured thread maybe umm so... Just a little lying bit of line but humans that have exist quietly that not all or maybe even only little  can understand the value of it.

Or even knows how they can be formed and deformed. It is actually amazing. A thread of line combined to form yarn that is paired with a hook.

A different type of hook or even a knitting pin are usually paired with it. But it have so many other potential that one cannot even explore it all. The yarn known only to being tied into a knot to make a chain.

The chain of yarn that is a long one, where the yarn follows the movement of the hook that are being controlled without knowing how it would end. One could end up so badly crumbled that are thrown right in the dustbin even thou a huge amount of time and energy is being put into. 

The result is not perfect enought in the view point of the creator or the judge, despite of all the effort  and the amount of times that the line was being pulled, curved , and all the horrors it have to go through to from what it is now.

But the simpled and easily made that have received many praises and approved by many and is greatly being treated as a trophy. 

What make such a beauty perfect and who is called to be the judge of it?

Is it cause the shape it turned out to be that is is treated that way.  Is the shedding of peace it got because of all the pull it get, The fuzziness it result or it it the colour choice it have obtained.

It is not pretty enought it was formed and deformed to your liking. Have you looked to many times all the fault looked so clear...

Late..

Looking left and everything from the right disappeared right away.

Suddenly vanishing like it never exist the more you wonder and tried to find out the more you can't figure it out.

The feeling of emptyness that feels like you did not exist for a moment but everything thing else remind you that you were there. Everything and everyone seemed to remember but you are standing there with a blank mind and the mind feels like a black hole that suck in everything that you can remember.

Wondering if it is a goof thing or is it a baad thing and seemed to get worse day by day. Would it all come back to how it was to fill the empty holes.

Maybe it is the result of cooping with a situation a harsh reality where your only solution to being sane was pretending it never happened. 

forcing yourself to believe it did not happen and that shield would help you.

The shield become so thick invisibly and so high. That no one is able to move it anymore. 

Where did all the time go it's already pass 1 hour but I was just... What happened? I got lost again.

The blackhole that suck the harmful memory is becoming bigger darker and stronger it have stolen too many memories.It sometimes so the opposite most of the time But how do we stop it.

Late again and again what were you thinking?..I wasn't thinking I was just...

Actually I have no idea what I was doing I wasn't doing anything wasn't thinking about anything. 

Time is moving too fast or am I just slow is time playing with my space. My space of life that make me be there is becoming blur and a thunderous sound covers all around.

What is happening, Why looking around everything seemed to be fine and in a blink of an eye. All of the blurriness and weird blockage of sound Maybe breathing slowly will help.

But now there is only the sound of a heart beating so and and someone slow it down. There comes a cyclone from the heart? Well it feels more like a flood of all the loosen blocked memory.

Everyone is walking ahead but I get slower as time pass wait for me but no one seemed to notice.